They're Baaaaack

I had another seizure on Friday. I was in the car going on a camping trip and BAM it hit me. It was a really small, short one. But these are the seizures that my doctor wants to stop with surgery. I am getting so mixed up lately with what is a simple partial seizures vs complex partial seizures vs auras. I am glad that I am going to my neuro this week to talk this all out. I want to make sure I am describing what is going on and using the proper terminology. I know this is only one seizure, but I am already thinking about the surgery possibilities again. I fear that due to the residual tumor I will always have medically intractable seizures. It feels like my body gets used to the medications and I start having breakthrough seizures again. I could be over thinking all of this and it was just one seizure. Looking back through my seizure log some of the things I mark as "auras" sound more like seizures to me. I hate not being able to control my body anymore.